Thank you so much for the messages and emails from some of you checking up on me! No, baby hasn’t joined us yet {and hopefully won’t for at least another 4 weeks}, I’ve just been so exhausted and honestly not really coping on 2 hours sleep a night.
I suppose it also doesn’t help that I’ve been in super nesty mode too – with a huge huge to do list. But with not a lot of energy available to blitz through it all I get a bit {a lot} cranky and frustrated. Time to reassess things I think, because the burning out isn’t ok and although we are nearing a more ‘ok’ time for baby to join us, a few weeks ago we were at risk of pre-term labour so I’ve been trying hard to chill and let some things go.
Decent sleep has left the building {for me at least} and I already felt like I had been running on empty – so now I’m not sure what I’m running on. Strawberry milk maybe :o}
{that stuff is so bad for me, and I usually really do not like it, but right now it’s like all I can think about!!}
I have also been incredibly ‘home sick’ – or more so ‘family sick’ if there is such a thing. I feel really isolated and – not really lonely – but sort of. I am finding it really hard not having any family around {they are all a road trip or plan trip away!}
Although my hubby is the most amazing guy and we are a fantastic team and we have the most beautiful friends we can rely on when we need to, it’s just not the same as being able to lean on family for support. I hope that doesn’t make me sound ungrateful for what we do have {which I know is a lot! I am so lucky to have the most beautiful people in my life!} but sometimes I’d give anything to be able to ring one of my parents and tell them I’m struggling today and know they’ll come over and just be here.
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I have been missing my little blog! I have so much to share but I’ve really been struggling to get everything I want to on here for what feels like months! There has been a definite lack of balance when it comes to the blog and I’m really sorry about that! I said yes to some opportunities I was so excited to try out and to share with all of you too but had barely enough energy to put into my regular posts. It’s also been a learning curve, with me trying those new things and learning what I like and don’t like when it comes to my space on the net, so I thank you with all my heart for sticking around while I learn + grow. Thank you xx
I have a few review/giveaway posts to share with you in the next week or so {I’m very excited about them and I know you will be too} and then I’m hoping to share with you some new printables, baby’s nursery, some activities and crafts we’ve been up to and a post about our play areas as this is one of the most requested topics I receive emails and messages about!
I’m also over-due a Q+A post so if you have any questions shoot them my way and I’ll include them :o}
Meanwhile it’s school holidays for us here in WA! FINALLY! We are enjoying the slower pace, not having to leave the house at 8am and having long lazy afternoons. We also sorted baby’s clothes and washed them. I totally don’t remember my kids ever being that small.
Today we have been spending our rainy day inside drawing, colouring, playing with balloons, making s’mores, building with lego, drinking tea, reading under comfy blankets and now I’m about to pop a stew on the stove and we’re going to craft the afternoon away.
4 weeks to go! Wow! Take it easy chic, rest up & enjoy these last few weeks of pregnancy xx I’m so glad it’s holidays here too, we’ve been enjoying some warm winter weather (with a awesome thunderstorm last night!) in Kalgoorlie. Your blog is a beautiful space & we will all be here when you’re feeling up to it .. Take care lovely lady x Nicole
Hi Nicole, Thank you so much for your message!! So glad you’re enjoying the holidays 🙂 We are too, couldn’t have come at a better time and I am really enjoying my big two kiddos! Keep well xx
Hi Bianca, it’s so frustrating when you have an overwhelming to-do list and not enough energy, or inclination, to get it done, isn’t it? But I think sometimes, ESPECIALLY when pregnant, you just have to be realistic and take the time to SLOW DOWN!! We are all very patient followers and can wait for when you’re ready. x
Hi Nikki, thank you so much lovely!! I find it so frustrating! But I have to slow down and admit I can’t do it all – on top of looking after my kiddos, cooking, cleaning, something has got to give and I have to learn that’s ok. Thank you xxx
Huge hugs Bianca – take care of you and the little guy first (and the rest of your lovely family) and then think about us. The truly loyal followers will be here to watch on in awe as you bring another beautiful life into this world (GAH! I am SOOOO clucky!!!) Nina xxxx
I’m sorry to hear your sleep has been so lacking Bianca but glad bub has stayed put. In my last week’s of my last pregnancy, frustrated by all the nesting projects I’d not even started, I made a list of ‘must dos before baby arrives’ and a list of ‘would be nice to do before baby arrives’. I focused on the first list and anything achieved off the second was a bonus. In the end, the tasks I didn’t get around to really didn’t matter 🙂 Be kind to yourself over the next month and enjoy the last week of the holidays x
Amanda, that is such a good idea, I am going to do that right now. Thank you!!! That will help my list loving self. If I am truly honest with myself I know I will be ok with a lot of stuff ‘not done’ by the time he is here – but I’m also stubborn 🙂 Haha. Hope you’re all well and have been enjoying winter xxx
Gorgeous photo Bianca! I can totally relate to the nesting list, I too am getting frustrated at not getting it all done before my baby arrives. I’ve re-done my list in order of priorities and that made me feel a little better. Hopefully after this weekend it will all get done and then I can relax a little before bub comes (I’m over 37 weeks now, so it could be anytime!) Hoping you too can find time to relax and “just be” before your precious blue bundle joins you 😀 xxx P.S I replied to your email last week, not sure if you got it as someone else said one from me didn’t go through!
Hello beautiful Jennine!!! Sounds like the re-prioritising the list is a must do 🙂 Thank you lovely. I cannot believe your gorgeous bundle is nearly here!!! I hope you have been feeling ok these last few months!! So glad you got my email!! I have been thinking of you. I didn’t get your reply – silly internet not being very nice to you right now! Keep well lovely and please do keep me updated! Can’t wait to hear your beautiful news! xxx
Hi Bianca! Thank you! I’ve re-sent my email to you, let me know if you still don’t get it. Can’t wait to hear your beautiful news too, not long to go!! xxx
Wow. Two hours sleep? That’s definitely not enough to stay same on, let alone try and do the mountain of work you’ve set yourself. I hope you relax as much as you can while still feeling organized and ready when the baby comes. A thin line, I know! So close now. And am very excited for you! All the best Bianca! Xxx
4 weeks to go! Wow! Take it easy chic, rest up & enjoy these last few weeks of pregnancy xx I’m so glad it’s holidays here too, we’ve been enjoying some warm winter weather (with a awesome thunderstorm last night!) in Kalgoorlie. Your blog is a beautiful space & we will all be here when you’re feeling up to it .. Take care lovely lady x Nicole
Hi Nicole,
Thank you so much for your message!! So glad you’re enjoying the holidays 🙂 We are too, couldn’t have come at a better time and I am really enjoying my big two kiddos! Keep well xx
Hi Bianca, it’s so frustrating when you have an overwhelming to-do list and not enough energy, or inclination, to get it done, isn’t it? But I think sometimes, ESPECIALLY when pregnant, you just have to be realistic and take the time to SLOW DOWN!! We are all very patient followers and can wait for when you’re ready. x
Hi Nikki, thank you so much lovely!!
I find it so frustrating! But I have to slow down and admit I can’t do it all – on top of looking after my kiddos, cooking, cleaning, something has got to give and I have to learn that’s ok. Thank you xxx
Huge hugs Bianca – take care of you and the little guy first (and the rest of your lovely family) and then think about us. The truly loyal followers will be here to watch on in awe as you bring another beautiful life into this world (GAH! I am SOOOO clucky!!!) Nina xxxx
Hi Nina, thank you so much! You are so sweet 🙂 I feeling a little impatient now to meet our new little man. Thank you for being so beautiful xx
I’m sorry to hear your sleep has been so lacking Bianca but glad bub has stayed put. In my last week’s of my last pregnancy, frustrated by all the nesting projects I’d not even started, I made a list of ‘must dos before baby arrives’ and a list of ‘would be nice to do before baby arrives’. I focused on the first list and anything achieved off the second was a bonus. In the end, the tasks I didn’t get around to really didn’t matter 🙂 Be kind to yourself over the next month and enjoy the last week of the holidays x
Amanda, that is such a good idea, I am going to do that right now. Thank you!!! That will help my list loving self. If I am truly honest with myself I know I will be ok with a lot of stuff ‘not done’ by the time he is here – but I’m also stubborn 🙂 Haha.
Hope you’re all well and have been enjoying winter xxx
Gorgeous photo Bianca! I can totally relate to the nesting list, I too am getting frustrated at not getting it all done before my baby arrives. I’ve re-done my list in order of priorities and that made me feel a little better. Hopefully after this weekend it will all get done and then I can relax a little before bub comes (I’m over 37 weeks now, so it could be anytime!) Hoping you too can find time to relax and “just be” before your precious blue bundle joins you 😀 xxx
P.S I replied to your email last week, not sure if you got it as someone else said one from me didn’t go through!
Hello beautiful Jennine!!! Sounds like the re-prioritising the list is a must do 🙂 Thank you lovely. I cannot believe your gorgeous bundle is nearly here!!! I hope you have been feeling ok these last few months!! So glad you got my email!! I have been thinking of you. I didn’t get your reply – silly internet not being very nice to you right now! Keep well lovely and please do keep me updated! Can’t wait to hear your beautiful news! xxx
Hi Bianca! Thank you! I’ve re-sent my email to you, let me know if you still don’t get it. Can’t wait to hear your beautiful news too, not long to go!! xxx
Wow. Two hours sleep? That’s definitely not enough to stay same on, let alone try and do the mountain of work you’ve set yourself. I hope you relax as much as you can while still feeling organized and ready when the baby comes. A thin line, I know! So close now. And am very excited for you! All the best Bianca! Xxx